To whom it may concern, I shouldn't scribble this but I feel like sharing something. Actually, to be honest, frankly, I'm easily get offended these few moments. The words. Peeps, even when I try to convince myself that I am an Iron Woman, that doesn't mean you can easily play around with me. I have my own feelings okay. Even aku belasah guna ayat macam orang takde perasaan. Even aku suka merepek tak tentu pasal. Even aku cakap merata-rata bahasa aku. Aku still macam perempuan, manusia, makhluk biasa. Aku ada hati. Aku ada perasaan. You may not realise how offensive your words are but please, do you mind? I didn't ask you to give your extra concern with my feelings but I just need you to respect me. At least for once.
Ever try to get yourself in my shoes? Ever thought how hard it is to face everything, EVERYTHING by myself? Watching things go by, slowly, it kills me. It hurts my pride to be the one who only have to see everything and can't say anything, just because I don't deserve to stand on my behalf? Is it? What? What more do I have to endure? Seriously I don't give a damn of how you feel because I've once feel it. No, not once. Many times. Just too many and it never seems to stop. I can't even remember how many time I've commit myself in these kind of situation.
Please, I may not scribble my stupid feelings on my Facebook or my Twitter or my Blog. Yes I know sometimes I did post stupid matter on this blog but did you ever realise how hard I've tried to act as if nothing hurts me really much. I keep on post new random stuff and said how happy I am, or even how bored my life is. No, that doesn't mean I can't speak for my feelings. You may assume me as a spoiled brat. Go on and judge me as much as you want. But let me tell you this. I am a human as well as you. How do you feel if I slice your heart into pieces and left you hanging like a dead-man while I'm busying myself, laughing at what had happened to you? Feels like shit? Yeah, that's how I feel. So next time, please, respect others feelings if you wish to be respected.
Ever try to get yourself in my shoes? Ever thought how hard it is to face everything, EVERYTHING by myself? Watching things go by, slowly, it kills me. It hurts my pride to be the one who only have to see everything and can't say anything, just because I don't deserve to stand on my behalf? Is it? What? What more do I have to endure? Seriously I don't give a damn of how you feel because I've once feel it. No, not once. Many times. Just too many and it never seems to stop. I can't even remember how many time I've commit myself in these kind of situation.
Please, I may not scribble my stupid feelings on my Facebook or my Twitter or my Blog. Yes I know sometimes I did post stupid matter on this blog but did you ever realise how hard I've tried to act as if nothing hurts me really much. I keep on post new random stuff and said how happy I am, or even how bored my life is. No, that doesn't mean I can't speak for my feelings. You may assume me as a spoiled brat. Go on and judge me as much as you want. But let me tell you this. I am a human as well as you. How do you feel if I slice your heart into pieces and left you hanging like a dead-man while I'm busying myself, laughing at what had happened to you? Feels like shit? Yeah, that's how I feel. So next time, please, respect others feelings if you wish to be respected.
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