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Situation 1 :

Sometimes, you're not depressed because of what you feel,
You're depressed because of not feeling anything.
You're confuse with your feeling.
You force yourself to think about what have been disturbing you all along, but it end up with you feeling nothing.
You force yourself to come out with an answer, when actually you're hesitating in giving the answer.
You screamed at the top of your voice, screaming at your own doubt and being distracted by your own decision.
You started to blame yourself.
You have to admit, the truth.
Baby, you have the inside feeling, and you know what it is..
*I bet you know what I mean. Emy*

Situation 2 :

You used to think about it over and over again.
May not be every single minute in your life.
But the question that keeps playing in your mind is what actually you're feeling.
You're not letting yourself in doubt, but you're putting yourself in questions.
You know the answers, and you wish for it to be clear, clearly verbalize.
And even you don't wish for it to happen, somehow you find yourself comfortable in the situation.
You let it happen, naturally.
That is the best way, dear... Keep it that way...
*You easily get my words, right Maie?*

Situation 3 :

You already know the whole story plot.
You're in a clear state. You know how you feel.
But you're avoiding it. That is your problem.
You keep reminding yourself that "it's not actually happen".
And you force others to believe what you've been avoiding.
State of running away from the situation.
Convincing yourself to step away from the story line.
When actually you can't. You just can't.
You're in the situation. Appreciate it darling...
*I can tell that you understand me Syakirah*

p/s : well, these are not palm reading, horoscope prediction, hypnotizing mind or those ridiculous mind reading.