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This is A Gratitude Post

specially written for a person

who mean a lot to me...

I met "IT" when I was in F2. A friend of mine told me about "IT". And from the very first moment, I get to know "IT". It was an ordinary start of a friendship. I don't really care much about it.

"IT" was in the same school with me. Barely get to see "IT" but never got the intention to do so. An accident bumped sometimes is the only chance to get near. If not, God will, we'll never recognize each other face.

No special reason why we have to meet. Never find the actual reason actually. "IT" never know the real me and so do I but who cares? We text like strangers who accidentally received the phone number from the sky. Lucky me, I got "IT's" number.

I never ask further question about "IT", favourite foods, favourite stuffs or even family. We barely talk about personal interests or privacy. "IT" loves to talk about other stuff but somehow, I found it interesting. Barely get bored.

This year, the texting becomes a routine, especially on holidays. Holidays' over, I realized that I will always miss "IT" messages that will keep me accompany every night and day. Good gracious, never know why and never want to know.

Secrets will be revealed one by one without me realizing it. "IT" has the way that can get over my deepest secrets. Wonder how. I even make "IT" promise to listen to my greatest grief if the day ever come. And somehow, "IT" assures me that "IT" will be there to listen to me, to wipe my tears and coaxing me. I was touched, I really am.

I keep praying to God, to let "IT" stay by my side, forever, to be my best partner, forever, or even my Guardian, forever...

Sometimes, the thing that you less needed will be the most meaningful thing in your life. But the thing that you keep chasing will be the most hateful thing in your life, ever.

To "IT", thank you...