Just checking my friend's inbox when suddenly my eyes started to blister with tears.

"ak bru perasan something. dia ada 5 jenis gelak..."

1. Gelak sebab benda tu kelakar

2. Gelak sebab benda tu betul2 kelakar

3. Gelak sebab nak ambil hati kawan

4. Gelak sebab nak cover

5. Gelak sebab time tu dia sedih

sorry if i'm stalking but i just couldn't help myself but reading those indirect messages,

and the weakness started to grow bigger and bigger and i lose.

you know me really well,

but why can't we get along?

and

why can't we stay strong?

ever since, you told me that

i'm the one who always nod and say nothing,

i'm forgiving too much and forgetting too fast.

but if i didn't, tell me how can i stand to face the problems,

and maybe we won't last for 3 years.

we fought,

we shouted,

we laughed

and

we cried..

see, it's all in past tense

time's passing by.

maybe you've forgotten the memories we've been through,

you may forget everything about us.

but thank you, you didn't forget to say

"SORRY"

and that makes me happy...

friends till eternity,

it's our fate...

p/s : if you're reading this, please remember,

i never change. no one WILL CHANGE ME.

still the old, pathetic me :)